西伯利亚

我小时候 When I was a kid. 每当夏天 In the Summer 我都会和父亲还有两个兄弟去加拿大北部钓鱼 I will go out to northern Canada with my father and two brothers to fishing 这是一场充满男子情谊的旅行 The one male-bonding thing we did 也是我那工作狂小镇青年的父亲能够做好的唯一一件事 And the only extravagant thing my workholic good country boy father could master 我们乘坐丛林飞机 就是那种发出垂直起降的小飞机 We flew by bush plane small planes with plumb tunes 来到无人的野湖边 住在一个生活在这里很多年的老猎人家里 Into a wilderness lake where we would be met by an old trapper who lived there year around 这人已经有20年没有回归文明世界了 He hadn't been back to civilization for twenty years 只通过短波与钓鱼营组织者联♥系♥ And communicated with the fish camp organizers on a short wave radio 我们来到他营地时 Once we got to his camp 我发现他住的小房♥子围着一圈小木屋 I groped small cabins nestled around his little house 它们不是很高 大概是骨堆高度 with the size that can't high with the mountain of dread bones 除此之外 还有一小群嗜酒如命的印第安人 带我们到湖边 作为我们的导游 Behind, there were tippies of small group of grey Indians who would take us to the water and be our guides 他们都有一些简单的名字 比如：汤姆 皮特 罗德 莱德 比利 迪尔 They had names like: Tom, Pete, Rod, Red, Billy, Dear 个个都在磨洋工 而且是酗酒狂 All toothless, passive, and alchoholic 但是他们在工作期间不准饮酒 However they are not allowed to liquor while they worked 而他们的眼中写满了愤怒 也许是真的想要喝酒 although their eyes always worn angry blood shot, I bet so they may be worth sneaking drinks 他们的确是浪漫主义者形象的萌芽 They were truly romantic figures go on to seed 无论如何 最重要的是 老猎人在营地里养了一群用来拉雪橇的哈士奇 Anyway the point: At this camp, there was a group of huskies that the trapper kept for his dogslide for work in the winter 直到我们快要走之后 他才把这些狗赶走 It wasn't until we started going that this guy get rid of them for his normal bill 这些狗很可爱 但同样也很野 甚是怕人 These dogs were sweet, but wild enough to be scary 对于六岁的我而言 最大的挑战在于晚上离开小屋上厕所 只要你走出去 这些狗就一直追着你 The biggest challenge for me at six year's old, was running from our cabin to the out house, because the dogs would chase you and went back to the hills 你一进厕所 它们就会不停地抓外面的门 When you're in the outhouse, they would scrach out the door and gravel 实在是太可怕了 horrific 解决完毕以后 你就必须飞快地跑回自己的小屋 但愿别被它咬住 And then, when you're through, you'd race back to the safier cabin, hoping the nips wouldn't turn into bites 好 good 它们饿了 They're hungry 要糖吗？ Sugar? 再来一杯 再下次注 I can get another one, and another chance 你来一局？ -How about you play? 你想都别想 -Never 为什么？ -Why? 我不需要玩这个 -I don't need to 但你也可能会赢 But you might win 不 我不想赢 No, I don't wanna win 为什么不？ Why? 因为我不想输 I don't want lose 中了 中了 there you go.... there you go 停...停 come on... come on 来....来.... come on baby...come on 还行吗？ good? 比乔？ Bicho? 比乔？ Bicho? 我不明白 I don't understand 你为什么会和她那种人发♥生♥关♥系♥ How you can have anything to do with someone like her 只是你不明白 不代表没道理 Just because you don't understand doesn't mean that it cannot be 但是为什么？ But why? 你问错了 That's the wrong question 真正的问题在于 它发生在这个世界上了吗？答案是“是的” The right question is: "Is this the way of the world?" and the answer is "yes" 你又知道些什么？ What do you know? 你与世隔绝 You don't live in the world 你陷入了这里 宇宙的尽头 你无法察觉到自己的自私 You stuck yourself here, the end of the universe, and here, you can't see your selfishness 自大 与无知 arrogance, and above all, your ignorance 你装出欢迎这个世界的样子 You pretend to be open to all things 但却不知道 自己实际上有多自闭 But can't see, how close-minded you are 你真的相信在这里能寻得自己的灵魂？ Do you actually believe you'll find your soul here? 我的灵魂在我的里面 My soul is within me 又错了 我的兄弟 你的灵魂在你之外 这一点你不得不承认 Wrong again, brother, your soul is outside of you and you must claim it 我也有灵魂 I have, 我在旅行 你是我的终点 I began a journey and finished to you 根本没有什么起点 There is no beginning 也没有什么终点 There's no end, 你说的是圣经 不是你灵魂的语言 that's Bible, that's not the language of the soul 时过境迁 Time will pass 你仍旧在不断迷失自我 And you continue to be lost 你说话和我父亲一个样 You soundd like my father 你一直抱怨你父亲根本不懂你 You complained that your father didn't know you 但是他把你带到这个世界的 He carried you on his bed through life 但你所批评的 无非是他的一些小错误 And all you can do is criticize some oversights he committed 然而你 才是罪人中的罪魁 While you, are guilty of the biggest crimes 也许吧 那么我究竟犯了什么罪？ Maybe, what crimes were those 你说呢？ You tell me 我不希望这些话从我口中说出 这样你就会否认 Instead you like to hear some from my mouth, so you can deny it 这也正是你和你父亲拙劣的故伎重演 that's the same cowardly game you played with your father 我爱我父亲 I love my father 你可不是什么孝子 You are not a loving son 你是他的负担 You're a burden to him 现在 也是我的负担 and now, to me 我花了很长时间 迎合这世界的一切 When I had been pandering many different things to myself for a long time 也惶惶不可终日地寻找自己的优点 and have many days when seeking for my own self and what I am good was 以及什么样的邪恶是要避免的 and what evil was to be avoided. 它们在向我言说 They certainly spoke to me 我是自己还是他人？ I am self or someone else? 它在我内在 还是外在？ inside or outside of me? 这正是我想知道的 this is the very things I would love to know 不过 不 but don't 不行 No 我不想死 I just want it to save to death 我不想死 I just want it to save the death 我不想死 I just want it to save the death 我不想死 I just want it to save the death 我不想死 I just want it to save the death “等一下医生” "Await for the doctor" “等一下医生” "Await for the doctor" “等一下医生” "Await for the doctor" “等一下医生” "Await for the doctor" “等一下医生” "Await for the doctor" 医生在哪里 where is the doctor 医生在哪里 where is the doctor 请教我如何去死 teach me how to die 请教我如何去死 teach me how to die 医生在哪 Where is the doctor 医生在哪 Where is the doctor 医生在哪 Where is the doctor 医生在哪 Where is the doctor 医生在哪 Where is the doctor Where is the doctor 医生在哪 Where is the doctor 医生在哪 Where is the doctor 给我找个医生 the doctor please 我很高兴你来找我 I am glad you hit me 爸？ Dad? 我只想找些工具 I just gotta to get some gear 什么工具？ What gear? 我答应过带你去钓鱼 I promised you I take you fishing 我得把船从车♥库♥里弄出来 just gotta go get the boat out of the garage 然后咱们经过比尔根山 一路直到老鹧鸪湖 It should up to the Billrgan, head up that the cracken down to old partridge's lake 这可比宅在家里看电视有趣多了 to it will be a heck of a lot more fun than sitting around watching TV 那爸 And dad 你不记得医生怎么说的吗？ You don't even remember the doctor said? 他说了什么？ What did he say? 他说你已经死了 He said you dead 别听他瞎说 Don't listen to that 告诉我 你现在几年级？ Tell me again what grade you in? 我不在乎 我去钓鱼了 I never mind, I'm going a fishing 我们在太阳升起前到达弗里芒 We get to Fremont before the sun comes up 我以我的手艺骄傲 I love my craft in the water 我制♥作♥了很多工具 Fill it up with gear 钓竿 Poles 索具箱、救生圈 tackle boxes, life preservers 以及装满了奶酪牛油肠三明治薯片的冰柜 And Ice chest full of cheese Bull-oney sandwiches potato chips 还有饼干 Cookies 一大罐的冰镇夏威夷潘趣酒 A large standards of ice-cold, Hawaii Punch 除此之外 这些船 叫做 安娜 戴克 约翰逊 Anna, Deck, Johnson 如同20多匹劲马 Twenty horse out-board 把它放到水里 Put it in the water 然后拨动启动器 and put on the starter court 嗡！ Whoooom 然后你开始驾驶 Then you drive 到我认为有鱼在的地方停下 Till we get to where I think the fish are 两旁的树木停了下来 高高的杂草半掩着石头 where the trees stop and tall weeds and half of marge rocks 然后我按下 I hit the kill switch 马达上的开关 On the motor 船就开始漂浮着 这样我们就不会把鱼洒出来了 It will drift in so we don't spill the fish 太安静了 So quiet 我要戴上幸运符 I will put on my lucky mouth lure 懒得给你做了 lazy I for you 在山洞的最深处 In the stonenest 神秘的呼声 It can hear the descent call 回响不绝 at the lounge 听起来像是一个自己勒死自己的女人 sound like a women big strangled 我看到一个斑点 I see a spot 我感觉我想的没错 I guess my point right there 我做了一个滑稽的梦 I dream the billy pet 没错 That's it. 在梦里 我如同一名律师 And I played the lawyer 我在舞蹈 I can dance 就好像是面前是他梦寐以求的东西 然后“砰”地一声 破灭了 Like it look like something he want somethings he's hungry for then bang! 我需要安顿下来 然后将某种能量放出来 I need settle and free them in 当要敬畏 Respect 此刻的沉睡 the present is of asleep 至关重要 不要去接近那些深睡者 that is the first thing and keep away from those who sleep rightly 或彻夜无眠者 or stay awake all night 当要谦逊 modest 即便眼前的人十恶不赦 is even the thief in the present of sleep 他在深夜中匍匐前进 He walks slowly through the night 谦卑地 In Modest 他是夜的守望者 He's the night watcher with carry his lights and horn 时刻警醒 Knows more alert 这就是为什么我们终日保持清醒 That's why we must keep awake all day 我们必须在日间寻求十倍的真理 不然 你的灵魂将会变得饥饿难耐 ten truth to have been found during the day otherwise your soul will be hungry 并寻求夜间的能量 and search the night 这种吸收是夜间的十倍 所以我们必须快乐起来 在日间放声大笑 10 times we must laugh during the day and be cheerful 否则 你的胃 那沉思着的 otherwise your stomach the father of reflection 将会在深夜打搅你的安宁 will disturb you at night 布兰特 Brant 近来如何？ How are you? 还好 你是谁？ I'm fine, who are you? 你在这里做什么呢？ What do you doing here? 我热衷于魔法 I'm interest in black art 听别人说 你是名伟大的魔法师 They say you're a great magician 真的吗？ Really? 你可以给我讲讲吗？ What can you tell me? 没什么可讲的 There is nothing to tell 我并不想窃取你的灵感 只想和你学习 I am not here to steal for you I am here to learn 我远道而来 I came from a long way 你为什么要专程赶来看我？ Why do you came to see me? 你曾听说过我帮助了受难者 或者置他们于不顾？ Because you had heard that I have once helped people look with sick or abandoned is that is? 你是如何做到的？ How did you do it? 你需要同情心 it is compassion 仅仅如此就行了吗？我还以为会多难呢 just like that? I thought it would be more difficult. 告诉我 教授 tell me, professor 你学魔法有什么用？ What did you make of the black art 我在尝试通往神圣 但需要自然和科学的力量 It's an act of divinity, but needs a nature and need a science 你说的没错 You are right for these through reasons 这正是你的问题所在 That is your problem 不要对我评头论足 Don't criticize me 你这样实在可笑 you made me laugh 你之所以可笑 是因为你的“理性”并没有让你悬崖勒马 what is funny about you is your reasons doesn't stop you 你想要了解秘密 却又被动地拒斥知识 The secret you want to know and negatively avoid knowledge 理性是你的障碍 Your reason is an obstacle 但人活着没理性不行 It is impossible to live without reasons 你来找我♥干♥什么？ what do you want with me now? 你把别人当做代价 How do you cost everyone? 进行牺牲 Enough Pay 就像你把我当作牺牲品一样 It much as you cost me 我真的很生气 I am so angry 真的 特别生气 I am so angry 你知道吗？我那时想买♥♥把枪 You know I have thought about getting a gun 用来杀我？ To kill me? 但根本没有人给我 but no one would give me one 你没有去找 You didn't try hard enough 没有人帮我买♥♥一把 - No one would help me find a one 不 你并没有仔细考虑过我所作所为背后的目的 - No, you didn't try hard enough time to stand what I did 恐怕他们担心我会自杀 I guess they would be afraid to use myself 你不会自杀的 You won't do that 你为什么要羞辱我？ Why did you humiliate me? 你根本不在乎 You didn't take care 你并不在乎事态的发展 只会酿下祸根 You stop paying attention, You made room for bad things to happen 我的心理医生说你很自私 My therapist says you're selfish 你懂的 心理医生总是胡说八道 You need to know therapists 你毁了我的生活 You destroyed my life 我们一起毁掉了我们的生活 We destroyed our life 我们成为了彼此的负担 We became course with each other 不必与我共享负罪感 guilt isn't something to be shared 我唯一感到愧疚的 就是太爱你了 The only thing I am guilty is I was loving you too much 这话你和你儿子说 Tell that to your son 他也在？ is he here? 你知道吗？我唯一感到罪疚的 就是太爱你了 你懂我意思吧？ You know, the only thing I am guilty is loving you too much you know that, right? 克林特 Clint 你看起来很疲倦 You look so tired 我一路走回家 I'm walked all the way home 嗯 Yeah 从学校一路走来 All the way from school 是的 我等着你呢 Yes, I'm waiting for you 我得还去接你 I would have to pick you up 不 No 是的 Oh yes 不 是你想让我这么说 No, that's what you want me to say 我会来的 - I would have come 我等来等去你都没来 - I wait and I wait and I wait you never come 我要是需要我肯定会来的 I come...when I have to come 克林特 Clint 博姆 Bohm 我很抱歉 I'm sorry 为了什么？ For what? 到最后我也没来 That I wasn't there at the end 没事的 It's alright 我知道你很忙 You were busy 每年...家里... Year of equal in...in... 都会计划..... intentions of family..... 真是......太好了 And that's.... really wonderful 因为你可能会很懒 不想起来继续下去 Cause you might get one this lazy and doesn't wanna get up and go on 生活难道不是...随着你和你的年龄...我觉得...不对你不应该这样,,,我想 Won't life...with you and age...and I thought this...no you shouldn't do that all this...I think that 好 Alright 下马决斗 Get off the horse 你是谁 Who are you? 我是谁？ Who am I? 并不重要 It doesn't matter 跟我对话不需要知道我是谁 You don't need to know who I am to talk to me 你似乎在修习魔法 You seem to be a disciple of the black arts 是个异教♥徒♥的学生 也是个叛教者 a student of heretic and non-believers 别连你自己都不知道是谁就对别人指指点点 Don't tell me who I am when you are struggling to know who you are 你在隐藏什么？ What do you hiding? 你这话很真实 You are sincere with meaning 但你觉得自己是个圣人 But you think makes you a saint 我明白是非 但不是圣人 I'm believe in right or wrong but I'm no saint. 好啦 别对别人那么刻薄 也别对自己这样 OK, don't be so hard doing yourself, or me 既然不是圣人 You are not a saint 那就做个俗人吧 So, be human 享受 Enjoy 搞砸一切 Fuck up 舞动你的身体 shake your ass 跳起来 Dance # 我边走边想 As I walk along #曾经如此相爱的我们 I wonder what went wrong #为何如今沦落至此 With our love a love that was so strong #就这么一直走着 And as I still walk on #想到了我们美好的往昔 I think of the things we've done together #那时的我们 彼此心心相印 a-while our hearts were young #我淋着雨 继续往前走 I'm a-walkin' in the rain #脸上挂满了泪滴 心痛不已 Tears are fallin' and I feel the pain #多么希望此时你能陪在我身边 Wishin' you were here by me #终结这逆流成河的悲伤 To end this misery #我在想 And I wonder #我在想 I wah-wah-wah-wah-wonder #为什么 Why #为什么她要离去 Why why why why why she ran away #还在想 Yes and I wonder #她的归宿会是哪里 A-where she will stay-ay #我在爱情里逃亡 My little runaway #逃亡 逃亡 Run run run run runaway #我淋着雨 继续往前走 I'm a-walkin' in the rain #脸上挂满里泪滴 心痛不已 Tears are fallin' and I feel the pain #多么希望此时你能陪在我身边 Wishin' you were here by me #终结这逆流成河的悲伤 To end this misery #我在想 And I wonder #我在想 I wah-wah-wah-wah-wonder #为什么 Why #为什么她要逃向远方 Why why why why why she ran away #还在想 Yes and I wonder #她的归宿在哪里 A-where she will syat-ay #我在爱情里逃亡 My little runaway #逃亡 逃亡 Run run run run runaway